'True Friend'

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

Everyday without fail, I'll feel a deep ache in my heart, its like the feeling of someone stabbing it, it hurts to see you go, but if thats what you want i can't stop you. You're obviously happier with others, and not with me. I'm not important to you, guess I never was.

Ever since this happened, I kept getting flash backs to the day when you told me you didn't even treat me as a best friend. I treated you like one. You're like my all, my everything.

Everyday when I go to sleep, you're on my mind. Always. Never saw, never expect that this day would come - the day where i'll lose you.

I already did, and I don't think theres any point trying so hard to save us.
Whats the point of saving us, when i can't even save myself?


Thank god our fship's over,
I don't want to get hurt anymore,
I can't afford to.
I tried to be the friend a friend should be,
and if I can't meet your expectations,
then its a goodbye.
You've got other friends, hopefully they'd be true to you.
All i know now is that I've been true to you, I've been there.
You don't need me anymore, anyway.

Someone else will love and appreciate me better.
xx

p/s to the girl who said that i've got my group of friends? bare in mind,
MY GROUP OF FRIENDS ARE YOUR GROUP OF FRIENDS.
They are the people who stuck by you through your ups and down.
I'm not the only one thats pissy and upset.
Go deal with your own life before you start saying anything.