days go by

sometimes i just wonder how can you do so much for someone whom you just knew not long ago, and not much for a friend you knew for quite a number of years. i miss you, really do..i feel distant. so far away from you.

you've been shouting, you've been arguing,you've been angry over the slightest things, yet, i still do nothing, but shut my mouth, and just keep everything bottled up inside. it hurts, it truly hurts. so much so that i can cry just for a small issue, but the fact that it seems that you take it so lightly and seem to take advantage of the fact that i will give in and just forget, it hurts. i can't tell you how i feel anymore. you'd flare up, and i wouldn't want that.. i'm scared. i'm scared to lose a friend like you. once again, i really miss you. you just don't know it.