You gave me high hopes, and then you let me down

I lied, I hide.

I fake, I break.
Again.
Why must it always be this way?
I cant find any other way to explain much more to you.
Its totally over i guess.. Totally?

Jo, Ash, Su, Fengou, and a little bit of HY and Ashley were my companion today.
Everything was going perfectly fine. Roxy, Parkway(HAD BERRYLITE!!!!!), Fareast, Bugis Street, Haji.
I'm totally dead beat.
Now, I feel like a fucking piece of shit,
Its like this feeling I can't explain,
Ah, oh so sad. Again and again.
I have never actually expected that I'll hear this from you..
But I'm gonna live with it.
I've got to let you go...completely.
I feel like I need to vomit, my stomach feels funny.
Don't you feel like sometimes, you just want to disappear?
How great, emotionally and physically, I'm so not well. Tell me, is there a remedy to this?

Anyway, pictures here.










i need to learn to let go,
and i need to know that i don't need you that much