But still, you're all that matters

You know, you're so caught up with lets name this person ABC, and apparently, the same old thing seems to be repeating. Yeah, its repeating. Again. Why do you always do this to me? What did I do to deserve this? Uh huh, I admit. I'm pretty jealous. But I know I can't do anything. Cos in the end its your choice. I can't force you to turn your back on ABC, now that you like ABC. Ha-ha. I hate going through this, again and again. Everything is going in a vicious cycle, I can't explain. I actually had plans not to talk to you forever, because I don't think or rather I don't see any point of time in my life, a day where I'll forget you. Completely. I'm so dead tired, seriously.

But still, you're all that matters

Okay, I haven't seen Dakota for quite a while, and thats pretty upsetting, but thats not the point here..Today I went out with Jo, Su, Ash, Huiying, Ashley, Charm, Ili, Yas, Naj, Cheri and Yoji. Well today was pretty awesome I must say, despite the fact that my mom gave me a curfew today (damn!) and tomorrow will have to be study day. I need to study. Just four more months Jo, you can do it!!!! I need motivation..yea yea like that would help. Its just me..I have a hundred and one thoughts of quitting school, but I can't do that. I want a job. I high paid job. I want $$$ hehehe. Who doesn't. Anyway, we headed to Haji, after that Classic Pool at Parkway, then off for home with Ili. I am so looking forward for Cheryl's Party...yay.

Ahhh I feel like I'm talking to myself, it seems like hardly anyone reads this space although there are like 220 visits this week. (i got this counts from Nuffnang) Uh but I don't think it matters...its my space. Teehee







/edit ahhhhhhh omg. He called. He called. Wtf???
I mean like of alllll days why now..
you+me = no where
ahh i miss u anyway, as a friend..
but u r so frigggggin sneaky. damn.