i'm not moving

how can i move on when i'm still in love with you
if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i can be
and then maybe you'll come back into the place that we'd meet
and you'd see waiting for you, on the corner of the street
so i'm not moving....i'm not moving.

Where did you go, I miss you so

Had no busking today...got the date wrong, its tmrw instead. Can't wait, we are singing Right Here (we made everyone love that song hehehe), I"m Yours, Realize...yup. Can't wait. :) Thanks Cheryl for being my partner luv luv u. After school went for lunch at Parkway, hung around then home! Ahh tmrw's the last day of BMW which also means studies after wednesday :( How deprived can i get..

seems like its been forever,
since you've been gone..

When you feel your heart's guarded...

Cheryl's my busking partner, it was a last minute thing. Had practice at her house...it was pretty productive :) Hehe. BMW's so far okay, kinda enjoyable..no lessons..muaha




mizzchu

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So apparently today was the first day out with my vans, yay. They're so hard and raw, I almost got a deep blister. Thank god its just the outside...if you get what I mean. Anyhow, I was digging for a paper puncher in all of my drawers, and I realised that actually I've got quite a few pretty purses, which are either spoilt, or dirty, or just....plain sick of it. But really, I need a new wallet, my current zebra pink wallet's dying... I'm thinking of... Okay I know I've been wanting this for so long, but money isn't come in!!! Damn. I'll just wait. Ugh I think I'll regret. Anyone selling this cheap??? ;)

Eh, this week of school's not too bad, BMW which is practically all about books, music, and NO STUDIES!!! wooowoOooOooo ok, bye!!

i know you'd never turn back,
but just know you're always in my heart
always

Vansy wansy

So yesterday was pretty awesome!!!!!!!! It was Tampines at first, was supposed to go to Cat's party but apparently Ashy was waiting at Town already....sorry Cat, Happy Belated anyway :) Anyhow, we headed for town...far east. Got my vans!!!!!!!! wooOooWeeEeeWaAaaaaAaaaa im overjoyed pls. Ok, I know some people out there have like 2934829083 vans but what to do my first virgin vans he he he. Then walked about here and thrrrrrr I DIDNT GET CLOTHES LA. Me and ashy got Macarons :) Awesome. Oh oh oh and i got my polaroid films!!! heheh everything about today seems like 'first time', like first time buying vans, OH we ate first time at Mogu Mogu thats counted, first time i bought the films haha ok thats retarded, and first time eating macarons:) After the whole outing I called mom and she was at Sunset Bar to celebrate my aunt's birthday, so I headed off to that bar. Ahhh, I'm dead tired. I'm supposed to be at church. Sorry Mrs L....

woOoOoooOoooo my virgin vanslunatic...my all time favourite quality milk tea yum

no stars would shine brighter than you,
i still miss you

woOooOooWeeEeeEe

Paps was being a two faced bitch but nevertheless he's treating me so nicely now he gave me $50 when I bragged about me wanting my Vans...he he he I smell my vans tmrw!!!!!!! wooOWEEeeEEeeEeE ok. I hope i don't buy other dresses instead of my Vans..........that cheered me up. a little. just a little.

Miss You Much

I can't fully explain how i feel,
But everytime you're around
It movtivates me : You've got someone else, you'd never want me

Just another Saturday
Without you by my side
Everything repeats
My feelings I can't hide..
I miss all that we used to have,
I miss all the times that you were there
I miss talking, chatting, all the things we do
And I miss every little thing about you
I miss talking on the phone till late at night,
And me waking up with the sound of your voice
Where did all these go?
I miss the you I used to know.

Life-made-easy

if u're wondering why thr are blue marks on my hand which apparently looks like freaking blue hair, its all thanks to nana...

You don't have to go far

I let you get your way in everything

I can't believe you said that of me. You are my dad. My one and only dad. How the hell, can you EVER say I treat you like a maid, when I'm the maid at home who works like hell for you? I clean. I wash. I do the clothes. I hang your clothes. I fold your clothes and touched your cum-stained underwear. Its gross, in case you didn't know. Even your older son agrees with whatever you say. I cook for your two sons. I wash their dishes. I help them in everything I can. When you can't spell your han yu pin ying for nuts, and chinese is a way of communication to your freaks in china, I'm there to help you, although I know what you're doing. I help you everytime your lousy secondhand computer is corrupted. Just like your head. You are corrupted. Totally corrupted. I tried my best. I can't please you, I can't please mom, I can't please Leon, I can't please Lance..What more do all of you want from me? What have I done? What did I do to make all of you climb over my head?

And everytime I hear dad talk behind my back, it hurts so much. If its a friend who said such things about me, I would be affected, but not so affected. This time its my dad. He said I treats him like a maid..A MAID. He's NO WHERE near a maid.

What kind of father are you? Oh, you just cook, you hardly wash, you make me send dinner lunch to my brothers, you scold me everytime I want to lunch out when I lunch out is because you don't cook, and you boss me around. Did I complain? Did I not do what you want me to do? When I ask for money, you give..but do you think money can actually satisfy me? I don't think you actually love me. You don't even care.
You can talk all you want alright, I'm deeply hurt, I can't believe I'm breaking down all for a bastard who hurts, who breaks, who doesn't care less about me.

Oh, I hate when you act like everything's okay when you need me.
I think I had enough. Really.

I don't wanna waste another day
I don't wanna live my life this way
I'm tired, I just wanna lie back down and

Lardzies

yay thnkq nique for the camera!!! ( no its not mine permanantly if you're wondering)

omg Jagabee ftw. I am totally fat, I keep eating junk...
I think eating such a massive amount could be due to emotional issues, don't you think so?
Maybe that's why I've been eating so much. Ok, I should stop thinking about it.
I need to loooooose my appetite..seriously man.Oh I made a song just now, how sad...only nana read but yeah, whatever. Thank god I shared it with the correct person, she felt as shitty as I was just now :( Ahh okay I'm super sleepy, i know its the 2389283928392839289 times I've said it, but hehe i can't wait for weekends with baby ashy.


edit/ OMFG I ALMOST FORGOT...
HAPPY SWEET 16 CHERYL / SELEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG U'RE LIKE LEGAL FOR SEX...CAREFUL!!!!
I LOVE YOU LIKE 4EVA MAN
FWENS 4EVA MUACKIEZZZZ
WE R LAOBANS TGT, 4EVER WILL BE
AI SI NI LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


peace out yallllll xx

i miss you but i know you don't want me to