hurt

its so hard to speak to you because im always ending up being the one to misunderstand you and there you go telling me that im this and im that what am i supposed to do. its so hard to get used to this because never once i have experienced anyone who treats me this way. you make me feel so used and i am so tired of it. i know it has only been weeks but its pissing me off that i like you and yet you cant tell and yet you treat me like shit. i kinda wish you knew, but right now, i dont think you should know. im not supposed to feel hurt.

all i wanted to do was just to please you,
but you dont see that. you never will.